better mood
Aug. 30th, 2025 08:18 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ahorrasihoping hoping hoping hoping hoping i've turned a corner somehow
i really don't wanna have to go the med route
i don't believe i need to
it just helps to remember i have been here before
i am in a weird bipolar cycle where one day i feel cool, normal, well, and the next day completely depressed. Today I am having a good day. Yesterday I did end up having a good day because I caught up with a friend at the meeting but it started terrible terrible terrible to where I saw another friend and she became afraid for me and upset at the things I was saying. The day before that I don't quite remember. I think the day before that was semi OK until i drove to Asheville to the dissappointing mingles event. Then my mood got pretty dark. And the day before I think it was bad again
day in day out
been on that cycle for a while
i could talk about the hormones but i'm pretty tired of that whole conversation but yeah defo it is a big factor
but the weed detox is another
been on reddit a lot and the conversation surrounding what people go thru detoxing off THC is pretty intense. Headaches, depression, etc. And now that it's been so legal everywhere, it is a big thing.
when you mess with your mental chemistry so much it's like no wonder
i hate reading what i write when i;m in the throes of the depression but it's also super interesting how your whole reality essentially changes depending on mood
there must be a lesson in there somewhere HAHA
i really don't wanna have to go the med route
i don't believe i need to
it just helps to remember i have been here before
i am in a weird bipolar cycle where one day i feel cool, normal, well, and the next day completely depressed. Today I am having a good day. Yesterday I did end up having a good day because I caught up with a friend at the meeting but it started terrible terrible terrible to where I saw another friend and she became afraid for me and upset at the things I was saying. The day before that I don't quite remember. I think the day before that was semi OK until i drove to Asheville to the dissappointing mingles event. Then my mood got pretty dark. And the day before I think it was bad again
day in day out
been on that cycle for a while
i could talk about the hormones but i'm pretty tired of that whole conversation but yeah defo it is a big factor
but the weed detox is another
been on reddit a lot and the conversation surrounding what people go thru detoxing off THC is pretty intense. Headaches, depression, etc. And now that it's been so legal everywhere, it is a big thing.
when you mess with your mental chemistry so much it's like no wonder
i hate reading what i write when i;m in the throes of the depression but it's also super interesting how your whole reality essentially changes depending on mood
there must be a lesson in there somewhere HAHA
